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Saturday, September 22, 2012

...From God with love...


...comes our baby girl, safe and sound! She is just perfect - beautiful, healthy and happy ( I would repeat this sentence to myself all the time through my pregnancy). She comes to me after numerous prayers and good wishes, she is my penance! :)

We have been through some painful losses a few years back...this heartbreaking event was not only draining physically, it also broke my heart to a million pieces, shattered my confidence and has made me paranoid. It is a loss I will never get over, will carry to my grave...why am I revealing this sad event now?

I realize that you value and treasure something a lot more, when it comes to you after a lot of hard work and great difficulty. You learn to be content and appreciate it a lot more - never take things for granted...

Many of my friends are mothers now and for some of them the journey is not so smooth! What I have shared is very personal and I share this on my blog to let people know that "positivity" "prayers" and "belief in GOD" can make a huge difference in our lives...eliminate negativity and negative people from your lives and you will do a lot better!

I am blessed in many ways and she is truly a big blessing in my life - many people including close friends and family have been very encouraging and positive, cheering me up when I was down( of course, I have those moments!) and sending me positive vibes - it has made a huge difference...

Some fascinating trivia - I found out that I was pregnant with baby girl in Slovenia when we were on a holiday and we scouted all of Ljubljana for an open pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test! We walked a long way to find one - it was christmas time in December last year! She is born in Paris...so she is truly a "global" child already... :)

I know all babies are beautiful. But baby girl has the most beautiful, calm and serene face and is a happy child. When she looks at me - I see God in her - she is our very own "ummachi papa" - that's how we call her fondly! :) 

Baby girl seeks all your blessings, good wishes and smiles at you...