My office is located in a township which houses both residential apartments as well as office complexes / IT parks. As we enter the township premises, there is a big beautiful fountain and they have simulated a mist there...As you breeze through that area, you can feel the sprinkles of the mist on your face...its lovely!!! One morning, I saw a group of kids in an auto bugging the driver to drive around the fountain repeatedly and as they felt the sprinkling water, I could hear peals of laughter that rings of genuine happiness.....absolutely bereft of any vile emotions or pretence. The driver kept saying 'ab bas bhi karo. school ke liye time ho raha hai ( Its getting late for school...come on, its enough now!!)...but kept indulging them....Babies are so beuatiful, are'nt they? ( as long as they remain babies ;) )
I am back from my brief sabbatical and am currently in my own cozy home sweet home!!!!! Yippppppeeeeee……..even with loads of stuff lying around it’s a great feeling and I love it anyway! We celebrated S’s birthday there and he was mighty thrilled about it and so am I ! As I dozed off on my swing last night, I can’t explain in words how good I felt…I felt a certain calm settle over my body and mind….to hear the water guzzling ( there’s a big fountain outside my bedroom balcony) is amazing.
Also, with the shift our endless debates about who will call the carpenter, painter, tilewala, etc will hopefully stop! I realize now that I enjoy staying alone, doing my own thing and having my own space. Don’t get me wrong, its not that I don’t like the parents being around….its just I feel very stifled sometimes with all the opinions from everybody about everything. I feel let me do it my way, even if it is the wrong way…at least I have the satisfaction of trying it by myself…even if I fail…I learn! My mom keeps saying that I have mellowed down so much in these few years. Is that good or bad?
I have been really busy at work for some time now and there is so much to do at home as well, with the completion of our home, the interiors are up to speed! At the end of a hectic day, I am too tired to pen down my thoughts!! Blogging at work is not allowed anymore, so even if I have something to write, I don't remember it by the time I get home!!
I shall get my life into some order and will see you guys at the other side of it. Ciao! :) So if any of you have come by expecting to see a new post, am sorry to disappoint you!! :)